advice for the mentally unsound...

How to help yourself.

Find some opium, learn how to love it, and grow it and embrace it
why because the pains of life should be illegal.

note to self:
personally i do not create opium but it is very interesting to think
about how much is produced in the Terrorist countries like
Pakistan and Afghanistan, and it is amazing how that is the only reason the countries
have any ties to us.. terrorist?>

opium,
derived from poppies....


thank you.

How to Sue Yourself :

under the guise of love the twinkle in your eyes has made a believer out of me

the ways in which the skin can gleam and glissen..

we belong away from each other but it seems to be more than that


can you prevent magentism...

sure if you place the poles opposite of each other...

like mirrors reflecting light

to we actually contain this light or just infinitely reflect it again and again and again...




perhaps and dream destined to be come true... some presage to what has happened to the past.


and then continue to believe in the probabilty that thi swas all supposed to occur...
but it was to not occur...
we made destiny,
we followed the signs and the lights

the correct colors and the correct hues
the correct lenses and the correct shades

it all came together to be the realest and most powerful thing that could have drummed up the guts to touch to speak to taste the chalice of ... to be under exaggerated... emotional complexity that is the woman...

the egg, the juice, the creation of created pasts... then who are we as women in the face of disaster and preminition?

we are acculumaltion of all that has come before and all that has ever been.
we triumph in the faces of our children as beautiful, patient, and wise...

and no touch or penis could take it away...
but it takes the greatest touch to appereciate it.

Under Some Starry Sky

Under some starry sky,

i see you looking down upon me.

helping me with each step,
even lifting me when I get up in the morning.

you see so much more than what i ever could,
up there.

you hold my hand, and walk beside me through my day.

you watch me... i can see you, too.

if i could close my eyes, for once, I would not be up again.

if I could close my eyes, I would join you in that forever
dream that allways pretends to be life.

so, just help us, the exhausted.
who can not sleep the eternal, yet must wake, unrested to continue...
to breathe, to touch, to lose our sevles so much...

dream a dream of me tonight.

a waterfall upon the light of my eyes,
that miss your touch...
that miss your breath...
that miss the warmth of the forever dream.

sachiel

My dearest friend,

how your eyes and arms have held me many nights and even pushed me into the arms of others.
these material lessons are never real.
in the world, but not of it?
these coins and possession, are nothing...
where is my revolution?
the human heart cries out...
do you know that the hour is here and
those who do not have compassion will
surely contiue to kill the heaven within us all.
who will abandon hell?
and heaven as well, for earth...
this existence is seductive...
in my mouth, I have a man...
he knows how to unock the doors...
the magic words, you remember?
now say with me,

every rose within you has a thousand petals that surround you
every lotus with me has a thousand petals that surround me.

so, let us begin our tour of Englightening the world.
they are ready,
on bended knee, on high, on call, with hands to the sky...
they are ready,
to bring home back.
And to live in harmony.
no wars, no hunger, no greed, no anger,
no hatred, no prejudice, no pride,
no jeaoulsy, no of the endless crap...
the ride stops here, Sachiel.

you tell them
I am eager to see them,
Micheal, Gabriel, Rapheal, Uriel, and yourself...
I need you at this time...

watch over me and help me and my daughter...
to help the world...
the place is not hell,
we need to remind the world that.
and it is time, for heaven on earth,
await my instructions.

om ma hung benzra guru pima sidi hum.

om mani padme hum.

kahsuri shivnaht miun sophe domini reuhit gummjihadfau eiwodh huln akfrio
fanc ahfueroiewnckjaheurmz,

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